God is tugging at my heart with intensity lately. I really feel like God is calling me to step it up spiritually, physically, mentally and socially. I have some big dreams that I feel God has placed on my heart for a reason. I’m not quite sure what it is exactly God wants me to do just yet but I feel that it is very near. I’ve been reading my Bible more, praying more, seeking counsel more, reading more books and I feel that it is all God preparing me for what is next. I feel like I have been in a desert lately and God is leading me into the promised land. But, what is scary is that I feel like God is wanting me to help lead OTHERS to the promised land as well. I have a passion to serve God, love others, and be who God has created me to be. God is teaching me so much about who He is and what He can do. He is a loving God but he is also a just God. He is a compassionate God but he is also a powerful God. He is a humble God but He is also a jealous God. What is so beautiful about it all is that HE IS MY GOD. I don’t deserve to learn anything from Him, but he has chosen me anyway. He has put a calling on my life and I’m more than willing to accept it no matter what. I will sacrifice whatever I need to sacrifice in order to be the man that God is calling me to be. So, I’m not afraid of change, trials, persecution, or Satan. What I am afraid of is mediocrity, status-quo, mundane faith and selfishness. But I know that with the POWER OF CHRIST in my heart I will overcome it all. I want to live out the faith I say I have. I want an UNTAMED FAITH! I want to be completely selfless. So, God, TAKE MY LIFE. USE IT. I’M READY….